Monday, June 23, 2008 10:09 AM
Chapter 4: MemoriesThis dream was daunting me every night. No! A nightmare I should say.
Nightmares of her dying in my arms, it all happens on a supposingly holy night on a Christmas Eve.
We had a promise – to meet each other at a park nearby my home.
I hoped to surprise her with the star-shaped necklace that she was eyeing for but couldn’t afford to buy.
Things didn't went well
That robber robbed my beloved’s life away with a stab piercing through her heart…drops of blood signifying her life and also my love was flowing away…If only I could rewind the scene, I wished he could robbed my life instead…
As the she was carried away by the paramedics, my sight was surrounded by pool of blood, blood of my love.
I held her hand tightly in the ambulance, praying hard at the same time. God, if you are going to take her away, I’ll definitely be holding on to her.
She then struggled to flash out a smile, gasped for breath and said weakly,
"I wished…I…could…spend…more…time…with…you."
Seeing her in great pain, I can’t help but to hug her and wept.
"I SHOULD HAVE BEEN HERE BEFORE YOU!!!! PLEASE DON LEAVE ME!!!! JOLIN!!" tears burst out of my eyes as I shout...
And with her last breath she manage to say
"I…Love…You"
And there she laid, in my arms, silently.....
I promise if I have knew some way to save her I would.....
what is the meaning of happiness?
